It has always been the one of the scariest things for me. To acknowledge when I have done something wrong or when something wrong has been done to me. To label something, to be so aware of the effects of something. Now you are responsible for how you respond. Not doing anything is a response. I have come to acknowledge these things (cannot think of a label for it other than ‘things’) and its trickling effect it has had on myself and others. It is time for me to respond with action, with love, with respect, with care, with faith and PATIENCE.
I got a new job in the same field but with greater benefits, pay, and management. I should be excited, grateful and damnear in tears, thanking the Lord for this but I’ve just been coasting through the last two weeks at my job like nothing. I’ve noticed it, but I dont know what to do. Its seriously the opposite from when I left my hotel job now thaaaaat was a very emotional relief for me. I was seriously miserable, constantly feeling hurt everyday so it was definitely a blessing to me removed from that. Something tells me that there’s more. I feel that there is a thick veil over my face, that I’ve allowed to be there due to all the unresolved issues in my life, that I haven’t been able to see what the Lord is trying to reveal to me.
when you are alone, no one is checking on you, talking or texting you, use that time to find yourself. step away and do whatever your heart tells you to do.
make choices that benefit you..
“And when two such people encounter each other, and their eyes meet, the past and the future become unimportant. There is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. It is the hand that evokes love, and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. Without such love, one’s dreams would have no meaning.”
